I don't get drunk, by which I mean I don't normally get drunk from alcohol for the same reason I hated napping in the kindergarten, or, sleeping at all, that being conscious is much more fun than loosing it. But the question is how much conscious one can be? Is it possible to become too aware of things that you actually find yourself loosing awareness? I'll freak out if the shape of my mind is no longer palpable. It feels like a fetus, suffocated in a place where it is in constant struggle to get out of. The frustration is that it does not know where is the place smothering it. It denies the mother that carries it in the first place, so how can it get out of the unknown? Unlocated, it is not looking for a home to go back but trying to find a home to get away from. If you get it drunk, I will still be aware of it, if I get myself drunk, it will be aware of me. Can I get both of us drunk? I don't know how.
